Friday, March 19, 2010

Skii dream!

After almost a decade of musing and dreaming about skiing, I finally had my day. My fascination for skiing began after I read Jeffery Archer's 'The Perfect Murder' (not the best of stories to inspire someone), but it did. The A and B grade slopes, skii lifts, poles ,skiis, snow boots, vast barren land covered with snow were just a tinted dream until last weekend. Ok, I think I made my point that it was quite a big deal for me :) Let me get to the details.

A and I left bay area early Friday evening to Sonora, where we were treated to a sumptuous meal of desi fondue, paneer quesadia and tiramisu. An indo western fusion to satiate the well trained Indian taste buds. It was a delicious home cooked meal made with lots of love and
affection :) Thanks B & M (must give him due credit) for concocting a wonderful dinner to kick-start the weekend. After stuffing myself with two large helpings of tiramisu and playing some pictionary, the rest of the gang and I retried early (quite unusual when we catch up).  But anything for the next big skii day ahead  :D

Early on Saturday, as the sun's rays stole its way into the peaceful community of Sonora, the four of us were predisposed to hit the slopes at Dodge Ridge skii resort. Patches of clear white snow showed up as we drove closer to the resort. At the resort, there were loads of people , a motley of colors - bright sweaters, printed gloves, matching caps, luminous metal equipment, all stood crisp against the contrasting pallid backdrop ; miles and miles of overwhelming milky white snow!

We parked our car and walked up to the registration center to pick up our equipment. The moment I strapped on to the snow boots and started walking, I cherished the wonders of walking on barefoot. It was like pulling an enormous truck attached by chains to your leg. The brisk walk got slower and slower until I began to drag myself. Somehow, did manage to get to the skii lesson. The instructor started his lesson, made me walk up the slope and skii down a hill not even worth of calling a bunny hill. Then came my glorious first skii fall. I rammed into a fellow skiier, could not brake and decided to fall down instead. Only then did I realize, the harder part is yet to come. Lying down in an awkward angle with my legs transfixed, I felt my back cracking and a few feet away, saw my dear husband laughing! The instructor heard my cry for help and took me off the skii. Since, I was a disgrace to the class , he asked me to stay away from the 10 degree slant hill and try my luck at the plains and get used to the skiis.

I did'nt let that bog me down and continued to try. But fall after fall, lying helpless on the ground tied down to 100 ton metal balls, if not me, my body had to give in. Thus ended my long awaited skii experience. Skiing is a tough sport and practice maketh one perfect. But..ha! I live in California and with the kind of traveling we do, it was a surprise that I got to see some snow this year. Anyways, I can finally say, I've been skiing read falling ;) I would try my hand at it again when I am done with the remaining winter sports I've been daydreaming about. Until then, I don't have worry about falling unless I tread on a banana peel ;)

Enough of the skii ordeal, coming to the fun part of the day. It was snowing intermittently and was a great day for photographs with weather man on our side. What a wonderful sight it was, the pale white, warmth of the sun and the tender snow flakes offering a soft kiss. The freshly fallen snow got me excited and I rolled on it, had a snow fight, made a snow man and at times just lay down on the chill bed of soft vanilla! Was an exciting day, but walking with the heavy equipment and not to forget the boots, we were zapped. I had burnt more than the two helpings of tiramisu I had packed in the earlier night. We head straight back home, cancelled all other plans and retired way way early.
     
It was a well deserved 10 hours of rest, woke up to a lazy Sunday, ate a sumptuous Thai lunch at downtown Sonora. Drove back as I let VTV songs sink into me yet again and came home to the oscars. As I watched Sandra Bullock kiss her golden statuette, I kissed my long desired dream goodbye :)

Monday, March 15, 2010

Let go...

Letting go of yesteryear...hard on the human mind
plays unpleasant games, never to rescind
Old memories resurface; teasing logic and reason

the bygone and beyond, never did it last
but lingers on, clinging to the past

happiness and contentment thrives today
continues to swell and grow...
Wholly relishing the present, but old stains cease to go

the debating heart and the mind
always affirms to be kind
unmindful of the reason, the peer at par
the heart continues to wage wars
straining the lovely bond, leaving scars...

Hard it is to let go
times past tis insignificant, however so...
to quell an unruly head, a flinty toil
sowing seeds of remorse in enriched soil...

Wishful for the end to dig the old
Cherishing the existing as precious as gold
An earnest effort to extirpate the bygone
Never come back, so long gone!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

The lonely soul...

A lonely soul strays, desperate for solace
Amidst a million souls, who fade away feeble
Greetings and smiles, carry no warmth
Many an acquaintance,no friends but wrath

A lonely soul thrives, living on to the light
very many miles away,  spanning across the globe
the warmth, assurance and comfort called home
peace reigns on the thought of unchanging love
the chaste love of mom and dad , all adore
Its keep life going, without which, it reduces to zilch 
Hanging on to it forever and forever, without a glitch

Away from the madding crowd 
Rude waves crashing in proud
walking against the unforgiving wind chill
The comfort it brings to know , hope that stands by you still
at all times, right or wrong, good or bad, happy or blue

Forgiving my puerile ways, 
ignoring my arrogance, caustic remarks, my craze
the unadulterated love only seems to grow
unfailingly concerned about my world , my happiness, so much more
thus is all I have, as permanent as change
rest of the self seeking world will revolve, leaving all estranged

regret the mindless actions, mended my ways, 
the stinging words and the adamant rage
gratitude and undying love fills my heart
will reign through eternity, tender and soft
beyond this wordly human form, upright and aloft...   

A lonely soul strays, desperate for solace...

The heart or the mind!

It was calm and quiet ; the eerie quiet before the storm. A slow chill breeze speed through the gloomy weather. Soon, large rain drops began to crash into the window. 

Tears rolled down her eyes as she stood there watching and sipping a bitter cup of tea. Known to many as a pragmatic woman, her mind always ruled her heart. But for once she let her heart take over. Insecure thoughts haunting and killing her every minute...

She recollected the most wondrous and blissful moments of her life. Head over heals, her joy knew no bounds. The lovely day  she finally heard from him and got all the attention. She had dreamt this over a million times and pinched herself, for it was real! She was too overwhelmed to think of the consequences, bowled over,elated, happiness spread all around...

An unsurpassable hurt and guilt dawned on her now; the pining and the impatient  yearning all those years. Today, she came to terms with the truth. Reality struck her hard and it hurt. The sudden outturn of events, unexpected reciprocation of love was all a game of chance and circumstance. She was ecstatic to throw him back into her arms. But her beloved was just taking a chance, moving on from another windy road, choosing to let his mind rule the heart!

She wiped her tears, gulped the tea and walked away. The eye of storm had swept past the shore, leaving behind a disarray...

Friday, March 05, 2010

Bunkum and Balderdash

Dead bored! Caught in a humdrum routine. 
My mind - wandering, gaze -standing still, challenges- no longer exciting, desperation deep down - waiting for the evening. 

The week that was - nothing pleasant. 
Rather, a melancholic mood crept into me - unpleasant phone calls, irritable mails, unfinished goals, lame excuses, stress and the junk food that came along...

But like always, there is another new day, radiant sunshine and a glimmer of hope hanging around. A wonderful weekend waiting to be discovered; some time off to rejuvenate my bruised spirit!! 

A fresh start to all my to-dos starting Monday...

Goals for March - I came up with some silly names for the long forgotten
I miss my waistline project
Grear up (Don't look up the dictionary, its not a word)
Vivs 2.0- Time for an upgrade